Monday, June 9, 2008
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It's been a while hasn't it. Sorry for the unwanted hiatus. Have to meet up with deadlines here and there. School's been real crazy. That's the reason why I've been giving my blog a miss for the past few weeks. I even have school during the holidays. Damn!
I've developed a phobia whenever my sister meets into contact with new people. She starts to keep real quiet. She's been acting strange this pass few days. Awkward. It's not like her to be unprofessional. She's like a dummy now. I tried begging for motion. A reaction or movement. I even slapped her cheeks rose red but she didn't give me anything. Not a blink.
My sister has turned into a zombie. Holy cow!
I'm starting to miss her hard punches and screams. She has totally shut down.
Nice.
P.S. If there's anything I want more than anything, it would be to have my sister back.
= /7:50:00 AM =
& still living that simple life.
my story ends here, thank you.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
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Today we will have a look on the one bastard, who has managed to piss off about 80% of the Singapore Population.
In which after that I will refuse to ever speak of or write about this particular asshole ever again. Who else can it fucking be but our dear public enemy Mr Mas Selamat Bin Kastari.
Now who better to share with you the stories and facts about our infamous escapee than myself.
He could have fucking attempted to set fire to a fishball noodle stall and nobody would have given a fuck. But no.
Me Mas Selamat Wanna Bomb Bomb The Tall Tower With Big Shinny Light Where Aeroplanes Go Zoom Zoom.
Jackass.
And this a fucking true story. About a week back, as I was making my way to camp one early Monday morning, I bumped into one of my friends at the bus stop I take to camp each morning and we were chatting about, for fuck's sake I can't even remember what the hell he was talking to me about but I'm pretty fucking sure it would not have benefited mankind one bit. So no loss there.
Alright, moving on with life. I 've been living in this world for almost 16 years now... I have seen a lot of shit going on. I've seen people changed and changed people. People talk about people. People think about people. People backstabbing people. It's all about the people. The people made, made it happen.
I guess in life it cannot be enough for all humans. I cannot understand how people can be so selfish towards oneself and letting other people suffer. It's not that they don't know how to do work but they just simply didn't bother. A dollar for a dollar kind of thing. These people just won't go the extra mile for something good. That's just crap! How to improve oneself if you just don't go the extra mile in your life. You only get one shot at things and these things comes once in a lifetime. As a human we could think which one is good and which one is bad for you in life. And when I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me".
I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see.
P.S. Shutting my eyes as the darkness surrounds
Eerie whispers from the corners, I hear
My god, what have I become?
Bleeding, I love you, dear.
= /6:23:00 PM =
& still living that simple life.
my story ends here, thank you.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
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Today was so called hectic. I had a mild flu and running nose. Somehow it ruin my day cos I tend to be down whenever I'm sick. I dont care if it's infatuation, crush or whatsoever. All I noe is that if I do get the opportunity to make friends with her and get closer to her, I'll do. Cos I believe that this doesnt come rolling often. I do admit that I regret fer not approaching her at City Square (damn!). I'll make up fer it the next time round. And I hope to win Shawal's bet and prove to him that long-distance relationship do suceed. (=
P.S. The most expensive memory was the chance to see u smile. (=
= /11:54:00 PM =
& still living that simple life.
my story ends here, thank you.
Friday, February 8, 2008
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Things still have not changed. I'm slowly falling to defeat.
Just a short conversation, asking on the well-being. Somehow, it felt like as if it was long. I just wish that we could start all over again. Maybe time is just not on my side. I see a glimpse of her everywhere. In my dreams, at school, and even on the streets.
And when I really hope that it's her, I was snap back to reality.
Public rarely see the different side of me. The sensitive side.
I maybe smiling everytime but deep inside, I'm being hit by every disaster.
As far as I know, I'm still sane, sober and healthy. Physically that is. But mentally, only God knows. -_-"
P.S. If I were to die someday, let it be known that I die loving you.
= /4:46:00 PM =
& still living that simple life.
my story ends here, thank you.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
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Happy New Year to all my readers out there!
Hope 2008 will be a much more glorious, happening year fer u guys to enjoy. Learnt frm dose mistakes in the past year and do not repeat them again. Never!
And may ur resolutions be fulfilled with the up most effort and determination. It'll be a great one reading different resolutions, be it possible or somehow impossible. As fer mine they are;
-improving in my history.
-get rid of all the junks in my room.
-try making things work out between me and her. (not feeling optimistic)
P.S. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.
= /9:07:00 PM =
& still living that simple life.
my story ends here, thank you.
